When it comes to relationships, is it possible to alter the course of the whole thing with 2 words? And with that said, what if you use those same 2 words at least 45 times a day?
I guess it’s all a matter of who says it to you.
As far as “Fuck You” goes… never saying it again.
I don’t know if it’s horomones, me being sensitive, some underlying thing I’m unaware of, whatever… It just keeps ringing in my ears. I’d love to have a beautiful day, and hang out, and be everything we’ve been and I hope will be again, but it’s like everytime I look his way, I can just picture him saying it.
I think he thinks I’m putting him on a guilt trip, and I’m not, it’s genuinely just kinda difficult to exert the energy to smile right now.
I feel like it cracked my heart a little.
Maybe they have some spackle for that.



