I want to start planning out 2009, and create an entire business plan to make it a truly productive year. I’m ready to control my vices, buckle down, scrimp and save, and hopefully be able to be debt free, have some money in the bank, and take one trip to a foreign country before 2010. I’m ready to have something to show for myself. I want to be a productive member of society, to actually figure out how to do my own taxes, to possibly go back to school…. The more I think about it, the more I’m starting to realize that maybe following my dreams isn’t really that hard after all.

I think the big thing with me is focus.

Also, I’m really worried with my inability to fill in any form of “about me” section. I’m almost petrified of my own description, or really bad with adjectives used to describe myself… It’s almost like a writers block when you’re an expert on the subject. I just find that really odd.

Ohter than that, I’ve really got to get back into the habit of writing more, because I think it gets easier with practice. And also try and paint at least 20 minutes every other day. And I’m sure continuing to work out couldn’t hurt…

Sheesh. A fulfilling life sure is hard work.