I’ve got three weeks left in December to really buckle down, and get my working year in progress. I’ve been reading a book entitled “How to become a Famous Writer before You Die” and I must say, it’s really inspiring me to embrace the inner writer that’s been hiding out for a while. One of the more interesting aspects of the book was a chapter describing National Novel Writers month. Apparently if one writes around an average of 1,700 words a day, for 30 days by the end of it, they would have a 50,000 word novel. Quite intriguing if you ask me. So, from now on, I’m going to start excercising my free-writing skills.
Along with potential dreams of being a lit-star, I’d also like to really get focused on my household, my relationship, and my burning desire to travel. I’d really like to develop a household notebook, with cleaning tips and tricks, decorating ideas, recipes, and schedules for things like budgeting, vacation savings, and quarterly cleaning lists. I really am enjoying every aspect of the domestication business, and really wish I would have started on this sooner.
On the work front, things are going alright. Had a relatively awkward conversation with my manager, and decided a few things were going to have to change with the way I deal with her. First of all, I really need to concentrate on being in total control of my emotions. I realize that being a girl, this can pose as an extremely difficult thing to do, but I believe a healthy diet, daily excercise and meditation, and a real desire to see the fruits of my potential labor. Secondly, I need to stay focused on what I am saying, and to always be aware of what I’m saying, and how I’m affecting the people around me. I think I have really finally gotten the idea, that nothing is going to change, unless it starts with me. I can be cordial, polite, appropriately groomed, and in control of my thoughts and actions, while at the same time, perform my job to the best of my abilities, and always making an effort to not piss the higher-ups off. I think this plan will lead me to nothing more than prosperity. I almost feel as if I’ve gained some type of jedi knowledge.
As far as health and hygeine are concerned, I’d really like to start eating only fresh food. There’s no exuse for two people who are excellent cooks, to not have a fantastic meal every night. I’d like to really start trying new things, and shopping at Farmers Markets once a week. I’d also like to develop a fitness routine that includes at least 4 classes a week, whether it be T.V. or otherwise, and really get the body and mind in sync.
Last night I started thinking about being silent. People who can’t speak are trapped in their own minds, unless they decide to communicate via other mediums. With that said, I’m under the impression that a silent person could quite possibly have it easier on the writing front, and have the upper edge in a lot of situations. I’d really like to try being silent for a day. Write down all of my thoughts, perhaps go somewhere new.
It’s almost as if you’d see the world in a totally different light.
I keep talking about my self-labeled deadline of December 31st to have my pers onal business plan ready to go. I think I’m either procrastinating the actual process, or I’m just not really sure where to begin. I do know that I’ve got to work my budgets, get a bank account, sort out my credit report, create a few designs for the cafepress store, look for other possible online mediums for money making, set up the myspace page for my art, create the home-improvement list, send off another $200, create a Christmas list, and buy presents, not to mention organizing family holiday plans, as well as looking into some dog training. It gets to be really overwhelming at times.
I’ve also decided that I really need to work on my paragraph transitions… But I guess that’s what free writing truly is.
Earlier this week, I purchased a rather large, purple, three-ring-binder. I like the idea of turning into a complete guide to domestication. Everything from pleasing your man, to sewing your own tote bag, and creating the perfect dessert. I’d like to think of an “edge” for it, possibly doing all of it on a working year budget, and perhaps throw in a few budgeting tips and tricks.
Something that absolutely has been driving me nuts, is the lack of central heating and air in our house. My toes pretty much feel like half frozen ore-ida tater tots. It’s also recently come to my attention that I’m approximately half-way to goal of 1,700 words. I really think that being able to actually see the wordcount is probably more distracting than helpful, but I also find it encouraging to see progression.
I am slightly worried that people are going to compare me to Christopher Bale’s character in American Psycho if they do happen to come across my humble blog. I have been discouraged by lack of commenters, but really its also kind of nice to have no one really butting into your business. I think that so many people take for granted when there’s no one up in your stuff.
Another thing I’ve been thinking a lot about recently is the meaning of the word lady. I like to think of myself as relatively attractive, but I’d like to learn to be more graceful, and dainty, and well-spoken, and more “seen-not-heard” kinda thing. And I’m also thinking of taking a break and going to the store for a nice big bottle of vino. That sounds like a fabulous idea.
As far as the rest of the evening is concerned, I’d like to see that 1,700 word marker, smoke another few bowls, travel a few miles to the liquor store on the corner of moreland for the hubbies beer, and my red wine vice, take a piping hot shower, have a mani-pedi, and a really good face washing and teeth-brushing, straighten up the house as quick as possible, and cuddle on the couch, with a big glass of Merlot. As far as me actually getting any of that done… Highly unlikely. At least not the shower part, because I almost feel as if I’m pretty close to dying of hypothermia sitting in my office. I suppose this is one of the first lessons of being disciplined.
Making yourself work in undesirable conditions.
This week, I’d like to finish the book about writing, start on hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, and simultaneously learn more about digital photography, see a new place, and try something new. I would also like to continue trying to write at least 1,700 words per day, and also to purchase one of those things that measures how many steps a person takes in a day. I did buy the first of those erotic Sleeping Beauty novels, and I’m definitely excited to start it, but I also think that Hitchhiker is a classic that should at least get me started on some Winter Reading. I’d also like to check out a few book lists, maybe sign up for a class, and also send money by Thursday. I am learning to be happier when I get more things done and I really like to harbor the idea of a world that is a well-oiled machine. I can’t be that guy that didn’t do anything with his life too much longer. It’s really starting to get to me, seeing all of those people at work who have been in the service industry for eons. I think it really starts to take a toll on your physical and emotional well-being and I really don’t want to be the one taking some sass from a self-righteous young person either. I know I’m better than that, and that I can acheive more.
The goals of my 2009 working year are as follows:
Eliminate Debt entirely
Take a trip out of the Country
Pay off Car
Write a 50,000 word Novel
Enroll in a fun class
It really doesn’t seem that out of reach if you ask me. I think with a proper plan, tangible paperwork, visible results, and a strict desire to perform at a higher level than I’m used to… there’s no stopping me. I’d also like to research a new career and also a new country once a month, and keep records for future traveling. I’m really impressed with myself that I’ve quit smoking, found some new hobbies, have really made an effort with the living situation, and I am currently keeping a family together. That’s quite impressive for someone of my age and experience.
Also, things to keep in mind…
I’d also like to keep my mouth in check, taking extra precautions when it comes to dentistry and dermatology, I’d also like to have my hair professionally cut and colored when it reaches my shoulder blades. I need to build a plan of attack for taxes, and also research some color schemes for the home. I’d like to paint the bedroom, living room, office, dining, and kitchen… In that order. I’d like to have two well-behaved dogs that don’t eat my underwear or whine constantly, and I’d like to be fit. I’m going to be something yet. It’s only a matter of time. And I think actually being about 100 words shy of my goal, It’s really starting to feel like everything could quite possibly come into place.
I’m finally on the final stretch of the 1,700 and I must say I couldn’t be more relieved. My wrists and neck are stiff, I’m in need of herbal refreshment, and I’ve got approximately one hour to make it to the liquor store that I’ve been procrastinating the chance to visit for about 3 hours now. As far as actually doing anything else this evening…. I’m not rightly sure, but I do think that making cake would probably be something nice for Chris…. but the thought of traipsing around on a cold floor right now is totally unappealing.
Final Word Count? 1705
I need to start checking in on those. Maybe book the Man-Candy and me a Cruise. That sounds like fun… A balcony room overlooking Alaska’s natural wonders… I’m drooling already.
